Monday, June 2nd, 2025

I’ve got the exterminator coming in half an hour. I wish I could either afford to move into a different apartment complex or that the apartments I live in now would change management. Since this new manager took over my complex, I’ve had nothing but problems. What’s messed up is I’m a quiet tenant, I pay my rent on time every month, and I never cause any problems. The problem is them. I’ve been battling bed bugs for about months now and they breed like crazy. I started complaining back in January to the office about the problem and it took them months to get someone out to spray and when they finally did spray for bed bugs, it did absolutely no good. My last bed was so destroyed by the infestation and from the fact that it was a cheap, inexpensive, shitty mattress, I threw out my entire bed and replaced it with a brand spankin’ new queen size bed with a headboard (my first queen size bed and my first bed with a headboard!). We got rid of a ton of bugs that way but still have some lingering. The office told me in April if the exterminator didn’t kill all the bugs when he sprayed, they wouldn’t let me renew my lease for June. I lied and said they were gone just to keep my apartment and so I’m paying out of pocket today ($1600!!!) to have the exterminator come and spray. I’m scared to tell the office about the bed bugs, even though they’re supposed to pay for the exterminator, not me, just because I’m scared they’ll throw me out of my apartment if I tell them again they didn’t kill all the bugs the first time the exterminator came. I have the money in savings but hate to let go of it. I don’t know where the fuck these bed bugs are coming from but it’s so frustrating!!!

I’m thinking about disabling the comments section again, just because of the sheer amount of spam I’m getting in the comments section of my blog. I got 30 spam comments here on my blog yesterday alone. I hate disabling the comment section but if this keeps up, it’s what I’ll do. 

Bobby took me out to eat last night at the Chinese buffet up the street. I ate like a pig! So I’m going to have to fast today.

I’m still so sleepy. I really want to crawl back into bed and go to sleep. I seriously may do that when the exterminator leaves. He’s running half an hour behind! Ugh! 🙁

Saturday, May 31st, 2025

Spending a relaxing day at home while Bobby is finishing moving his stuff out of his apartment. Today is his last day on his apartment before he officially moves in with me. He’s been staying here and it’s been going okay so hopefully it continues to go well or he’s gonna have to find another place to stay. We’ll see how it goes. I’m mostly having to do my cam shows at night when he’s asleep and when he’s gone during the day. I honestly just don’t want to give that part of me up because camming is my life. I’ve been doing it since 2004! So it’s a part of me and I love that part of me. He knows I do it and even joins in sometimes but he knows I do it mostly alone and when he’s not around. I’m making us spaghetti and meatballs for dinner tonight so I’m hoping he likes it. 

Oh, I finally got a dining room table for my dining room on Thursday!!! I’m so excited! It’s only a two seater table but my dining room is so small, it’s all I could fit. 

I cannot wait for bed tonight. I know Bobby is going to want to go to bed early tonight after moving most the day.

I need to find a good movie to watch and turn this Dr. Phil train wreck off…

Friday, May 30th, 2025

You know all those damn spam emails you get about pills and devices that can make your penis grow insane amounts in a few hours/days? I just got an email that said “Grow A penis in two days.” Um…. I am so scared

I spent two hours in the sun today. That’s a long time but I actually handled it well and didn’t scorch myself. I’ve been building up my time spent outside so now I can stay out longer without turning red. I came back inside and discovered my dad went and bought me a nice Sonic burger. 🙂 Mm. So now I am full and sleeeepy. Ooooo, a nap sounds sweet ass right about now. I think I am going to go chug some water and then catch a snooze. – Camerella; 2:34 PM

Thursday, May 29th, 2025

I updated my About Me section so check it out guys! Scroll down towards the bottom section of the page. All new stuff and lots more to learn about me so check it out. 😉

I’m really having to sneak around right now. It’s 1:20 am and Bobby is sound asleep. He officially lives with me now, I guess. But he is not going on the lease so I can throw his ass out if need be. So why am I sneaking around? Because I can’t sleep and I’m in the living room while he’s asleep in the bedroom and I’m doing cam shows on the couch like 50 feet away from him and I’m praying to God he doesn’t wake up and find out! Haha! That would be so awkward! He knows I’ve done this for a living but not to the extent that I do. A girl needs a few secrets, you know…

I’m pulling an all nighter on my webcam tonight to earn some extra cash. I’m desperately wanting a new dining room table. I’ve been looking with no luck so far!

Update 2 pm: Got to my doctor’s appointment a damn hour early this morning but luckily they got me in pretty quickly and I got my labs done and a new inhaler to help with my breathing. I’ve really gotta stop vaping. Addiction sucks and nicotine is powerful, my friends. And these fucking spam comments I’m getting (at least 10 a day) are driving me insane!  They are so annoying!!!! I’m constantly having to login to my WordPress site to mark all the spam comments as spam and then delete them and it’s just a pain in my ass to see me getting flooded with them every day, more so than actual real people and that sucks! I ordered Taco Bell in for lunch. I’m to embarrassed to show my face around there again since Bobby threw a fit to the ladies behind the counter for ignoring us repeatedly and taking 20 minutes to make a simple order of chicken nuggets and fries. Ugh. Anyway, I got Uber Eats to deliver my Taco Bell order to my front door instead so it’s worth the extra service fee. 😉

Tuesday, May 27th, 2025

Happy late Memorial Day! I was busy yesterday so didn’t get to post. Bobby’s been over the past two days but went home this morning, thank God. I am in desperate need of a much needed rest. I was lucky though because he did help me move out some furniture yesterday. I had a small twin size bed in my dining room for when my mom was living with me before she died. Well, she obviously can’t use it anymore because her home is in heaven, and it was just taking up space so I had Bobby haul it out to the dumpster yesterday. I’m trying to decide what to do with the extra space in my dining room. I can either turn it into an office for my camming  or I can just get a cheap dining room table so we can eat and drink our coffee in there. And I can also still get on my webcam from the dining room table too, so I’m thinking, and looking. Still trying to decide what to do with the area and doing a deep clean of the dining room too. Spraying everything down with bleach spray cleaner and wiping everything down and cleaning the floor, etc. My mom left it dirty when she died! I didn’t realize that much dirt and grime had built up.

Since Bobby’s gone today, I hopped on my webcam to do a few cam shows this morning and then will probably take a nap. I haven’t been sleeping much lately.

For Memorial’s Day yesterday, we mostly stayed in, except when we walked across the street to eat at Taco Bell. They were taking forever with our order and we were the people in our store and it took 20 minutes to even get our order, and then they kept fucking it up and forgetting shit, so Bobby lost his shit and went off on them bad yesterday. I feel bad for the girls he yelled at but it’s not place to interfere, so let them deal with his crazy ass shit. I was annoyed at the lack of customer service and basically ignoring and forgetting about us and making us wait so long, only to get a fucked  up order, but I do think Bobby overreacted and I wish he wouldn’t have. They finally called the cops and we just left before the fuzz showed up. I was slightly amused by his crazy ass antics, and slightly annoyed that he had to make such a scene. However, the people who work at that particular store do suck at their jobs. Anyway, the new chicken nuggets Taco Bell are selling now (they’re only selling them for a little while) are scrumptious, and I do highly recommend trying them. Get the bell sauce to dip the nuggets in; So good!!! 😉

Saturday, May 24th, 2025

Happy Saturday morning! I woke up to thunderstorms this morning and loved it. I just adore Springtime.  I love the storms. They’re so peaceful and relaxing and just make me want to crawl into the bed for the day and never wake up. I took Bobby out to breakfast this morning at Braum’s and it was delicious. We each got the country breakfast with scrambled eggs, sausage, a biscuit, tater tots and gravy.  Luckily, it wasn’t raining when we went but it’s due to start raining anytime again now.  Bobby’s gone for the day and for tonight because he’s got to finish moving stuff out of his storage so I’m letting him do that today while I do my own thing at home. I love my alone time and I’m going to miss that the most when Bobby officially moves in at the end of the month. 🙁

I’ve got Rihanna’s song “Stay” in my head and I have all week. I’ve had that song on repeat almost everyday now. They say if you have a song stuck into your head, then listen to it once and it’ll help it go away. That’s a lie. Whether I play the song or not, it’s been stuck in my head and it’s frustrating AF but it could be worse because I actually am a Rihanna fan, although I’m a much bigger fan of Lady Gaga and Britney Spears.

Have a happy Memorial’s Day weekend, guys! I’m doing a whole lot of nothing this weekend! Totally staying in out of the bad weather! The weather here this week has been crazy! I feel bad for all the little stray animals outside that are scared. 🙁

5:54 p.m. The spam comments on my blog are getting crazy again. I’m getting 8-10 spam comments a day I’m having to mark as spam so I’m getting more BOTS posting on my blog than actual people/fans which sucks because I’d rather hear from real people. I don’t even mind the stalkers or haters because they give me something to laugh at but the spam and BOTS are what fucking get me. You SUCK, spam!!!!

Wednesday, May 21st, 2025

Bobby was released from the hospital yesterday. I’m so happy he’s home! Well, he spent all of yesterday with me and last night. He had to go home today though to take care of some stuff. I’m hoping he’ll be okay by himself tonight because he did just get out of the hospital. But he’s stubborn AF so I’m just gonna let him do his own thing and pray that he’s okay, but then again, I’ve always been a worrier. He’s officially moving in with me and is working on getting all of his stuff out of his apartment and moved into storage so he can officially start living with me. I was a little hesitant at first about him moving in here, but after this weekend with that hospital scare, I realized that this man is trying to give me everything I want. Love and a happy home. He’s offering to pay my bills and let me not work if I chose not to. He says I don’t have to work. So I’ll just keep camming as my hustle because it’s fucking fun anyway teasing guys and getting a cheap thrill out of it. So, I’ll let him pay the bills while I keep fucking around on my webcam and making guys horny. 😉

I even managed to get the housekeepers out Monday morning. They got the apartment so clean and thank God! Bobby’s daughter, who I met for the first time yesterday, brought us home from the hospital yesterday and came inside so I’m glad she could see a clean house! Now, I just need to keep on top of the housework better because I can’t afford to keep hiring housekeepers. It was $246 for them to clean on Monday. And my apartment is a small one bedroom and wasn’t even that messy! I mostly needed the bathtub and the stove cleaned and now both look great.

Friday, May 16th, 2025.

CRAZY STALKER ALERT!!! I’ve got a new stalker!  Yipee! And we’ve got us a real winner here! This guy is beyond delusional and crazy! He has our whole life mapped out and I didn’t even know about it!!!

Well, he’s been emailing me for the past few months now so he’s not super new but he’s been around for awhile and he’s fucking nuts. I don’t always open his emails he sends and after his most recent crazy ass emails, I actually did just wind up blocking him completely, but I know this won’t work for long. He’ll find another way to harass me because apparently I’m his fiance, despite the fact that I’ve been with Bobby for 12 years as of yesterday. One minute this man claims he knows me and I live with him and we’re engaged and he can provide proof of me living with him like providing me with a copy of my ID/driver’s license, which he’s never done. Most recently, he emailed me last week and said we were engaged and to take my website down. Then he emails me again admitting that he didn’t know me and he was just saying he knew me to get a reaction out of me. Then he proceeds to email me the next day and he now insists we are engaged and I’m living with him. This is all so wild and crazy! I’ve had stalkers before. They’re pretty common in the sex industry and/or when you hit it big and become more recognizable. His name is Ronald Whalen and he has no idea if I’m his fiance or not because on his “normal days”, he’ll admit we’ve never met before. Then on his “Bad days”, he insists we’re engaged and living together and I’ll tell him he’s fucking crazy and that I’ve never met him before and have been happily involved with Bobby for 12 fucking years now. Then he proceeds to tell me that I’m lying and he can provide me with a copy of my ID/driver’s license as proof that he’s engaged to me and I live with him. Like WTF? I’ve honestly never had a stalker take it this far before. I remember a few years ago, I had one stalker who found out where I worked as a dental assistant and called me at work and I had to tell him to stop. That’s also one of the crazier stalkers I’ve had. Him and Ronald. I had another stalker this past January/February but he’s cooled off on the most part, thank God. I don’t know Ronald. I’ve never met him. We are not living together. He’s fucking insane and it’s like no matter how many times I tell him he’s crazy and to fuck off and leave me alone, there he is a few weeks later! But I did block him so I should be good for awhile on hearing from him.

I’ve got my REAL fiance in the hospital this morning. I woke up early this morning and while Bobby could open his eyes some and kind of grunt in response, he wasn’t with it or acting coherently so I called the paramedics to come and get him and take him into the emergency room. I’m actually about to head up there now and check on him. I’m hoping he’s okay! I thought after my mom died recently, we’d be done with hospitals for awhile, but I guess not. I was just giving the paramedics time to get him to the hospital and checked in before I headed up but I’m fixing to get an Uber now. I’m so worried! We had a really good day yesterday too and all was well so I don’t know what the fuck is going on!

Saturday, May 10th, 2025

I am so ungodly hungover. My head is spinning. I have no one to blame but myself. Okay, I also blame my sister. I went to the smoke shop last night for another weed and then walked into the liquor store next door for the very first time. It was weird. I live in an apartment complex and next door is a strip mall/shopping center that’s two stories high. On the top level is jiu jitzu (spelling?) and a bunch of empty office buildings. On the lower bottom level is the smoke shop, a place that sells hams, a convenience store, the smoke shop that also sells sex toys, a liquor store…and a school. Yes, a school for elementary school aged children with a liquor store next door and a smoke shop two doors down that also sells obscene sex toys. Only in Seattle. Anyway, I went over to my sister Lindsey’s house. Her birthday was last week so I went over. I bought a marijuana vape and a 16 ounce bottle of whipped cream flavored vodka and I got drunk and high as fuck and totally wasted and didn’t get home until after midnight. I hopped on my webcam for an hour while still drunk and had some fun and then passed out and fell asleep. I am so hungover today. My God, I am hungover. My head is spinning and I am purely exhausted and have no energy or motivation. Bobby is wanting to meet me at 3 pm at the Chinese buffet but I’m hungover, damn it. I can barely crawl out of bed, let alone walk a few blocks to the buffet. I’m not even hungry. Damn it. This is going to suck! But last night was a good night and it felt good to have some girl time.

Some weirdo, another stalker (I get a lot of those), emailed me again yesterday. First time told me he was a big fan and blah, blah, blah. Second email was creepy, like the ones he’s sent me in previous months, claiming he was engaged to me and I take down my website immediately and all this crazy ass shit but when he had emailed me the day before, he claimed he didn’t know me. Every few months/weeks, this wacko will randomly email me, and say we’re engaged and all this other crazy shit. I know he’s obviously got some mental illness going on since he’s clearly not thinking straight but I swear, I have more weird stalkers than any other cam girl out there. I still get emails/texts/chats/comments almost daily from people claiming they were scammed by someone stealing my photos. I don’t know of any other model with stalkers to the degree I have them but then again, I’ve been a cam girl for 20+ years and have been well established for some time now, but it’s still creepy/annoying AF.

Friday, May 9th, 2025

I think it’s really cool an American got elected Pope. We’ve never had an American pope before and they were saying there was only a 6% chance of it happening yesterday so Pope Leo really beat the odds! I’m not Catholic but share a lot of their beliefs and I enjoyed watching the last Pope’s funeral and the election of a new Pope. It was history being made.

I’m still really tired. I’m so getting ready to crawl back into bed for my morning nap. I had two bowls of cereal, Bobby’s already gone home from spending the night last night (he ate my pussy and made me cum so good!), and I’m really having a hard time waking up. Maybe because I was out of coffee this morning and still haven’t had any. I don’t know but I did put in a little time on my webcam this morning and did a couple of cam shows so it’s been a productive morning. Now it’s time to be unproductive and go back to sleep. I deserve this.