Sunday, March 9th, 2025

Good morning, guys! I know I haven’t posted in a few days  or so and I apologize. I honestly just wanted to take a few days off to grieve my mom and to just chill, relax, and sleep. And it felt amazing! I’ve still been camming but this week, I go back full time to doing cam shows! I adore being on my webcam. Life’s just been so busy lately though. Monday was Bobby’s birthday and we had a really good time. We ordered in from Panda Express and I fucked him good that night. I got a job offer in a suburb of Seattle that pays decent and I’m thinking about taking it. It’s an easy job where I work alone which would be awesome. I’d still be a cam girl and cam when I’m not working so I’ll still be camming everyday because I love it too much to give it up.

I hope you all have a great week and I’ll be posting much more often. 😉

Wednesday, March 5th, 2025

Happy Hump Day, y’all! I’m still here, just been kind of lurking. I’m chillin’ at home today, enjoying a good smoke and relaxing. I’ve done a few hours streaming on my can, but OMG, it has been sssoooo slow today. Not even kidding. I’m actually fixing to hop the fuck off my cam for a bit and enjoy this blunt and enjoy watching the new reboot of Unsolved Mysteries on Netflix. I’ve been obsessed with this show since I was a kid. Like a very young kid. 6-7 years old. My mom letting me watch that show as a kid was insane because I’d see the murders and robberies reenacted on the show and then I’d be afraid of burglars breaking into my house in the middle of the night to kill me and my family, which luckily never happened (although once, my mom did have a break in where she was robbed at gunpoint and the thief took off with thousands of dollars I had earned camming). Anyway, the new reboot of the show on Netflix is alright, but nowhere near as good as the original series. The reboots are never as good as the originals, unfortunately. I just liked the format of the original series better. I seriously could have that show on repeat for hours and not get sick of it. Other shows, I watch them a few times and I’m done. Not this show though. Lol. (afterthought: don’t let your kids watch the movie “It” either!!! My cousin let me watch it as a kid and I was TERRIFIED of bathtubs for years after seeing that movie! I was scared that big dumbass clown would come through the drain and kill me! LOL!)

I hope you all are having a lovely week! I’ll post again very soon so keep checking back! ~XOXO, Camerella

Thursday, February 27th, 2025

 

6:50 a.m.: Good morning, guys! I know I haven’t posted in a few days, but honestly, nothing has been going on! My uncle’s funeral was this week but I chose not to go. He’s being buried by my mother and right now, the emotions from her dying a month ago today, are still raw. Seeing family is hard at the moment but I saw my brother and his kids and wife on Sunday evening for dinner at his rental home he had rented while in town for my uncle’s funeral. I loved seeing him and his kids! He’s got 3 boys and a girl and they’re all wonderful. I’ve got a 2:20 p.m. doctor’s appointment today to get a refill on my meds and for a checkup. I’m so not looking forward to it. 🙁

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Sunday, February 25th, 2025

Good morning! I just wanted to let my fans know that I posted a ton of new content recently on my LoyalFans page. It’s like OnlyFans but only better. You can subscribe for exclusive content (i.e. videos, picture sets, audio clips, custom made content, private messages to me, etc) and you get like a ton of new, exclusive content found nowhere else online of me! It’s for fans only and I post often. In fact, I just posted an exclusive new picture set and a new audio clip today! So go check it out, guys! Tons of one on on action just for you!

Friday, February 21st, 2025

My Uncle Richard died a few days ago and his funeral is Monday at 10 am. I’m undecided if I want to go. I wasn’t really that close to him. He’s my mom’s brother and it’s so weird they died 2 weeks apart! I don’t want anymore people dying! Geez. But my brother, his wife, and kids invited me over for dinner at their rental house on Sunday night for burgers so I might just go. I really miss my niece and nephews.  I love them. It’s just the rest of the family I’m not that crazy about. I’m not that close with my family, although I love them, we don’t necessarily get along. My mom was my whole world, my family, my life, my everything, and she’s gone now so it’s hard.

But I’m thankful because I have camming to take my mind off of things. I spend a lot of time on my webcam and it distracts me while getting to have fun with my fans so that has been a huge help lately. My sex drive has been through the roof lately. I’ve been bugging Bobby for a ton of sex but my pussy just has been in overdrive needing a lot of love and attention lately. Hehe. 😉

Wednesday, February 19th, 2025 – Part Two

Tonight I’ll be alone with my marijuana living amongst the clouds and the stars. So like every other night. I sent Bobby home for the night tonight. I found out a couple of days ago my Uncle Richard, my mom’s brother, died on Sunday night. So two siblings dead within two weeks of each other. So creepy!!!! I’ve got one aunt and one uncle left living and I really hope they stay around for a long time and I adore them both. I may be at home alone tonight with no company, but I’m totally up for some company on the webcam! Hit me up. I missed it! He was over all day yesterday because of the fucking snow and was snowed in, like I mentioned in my earlier post from today. We watched the movie “Obsessed” with Beyonce in it, ordered in from IHOP, and fucked around doing the naughty a lot so it was a pretty productive day. Still horny as fuck though at the moment! Cum and keep me company!!!

Wednesday, February 19th, 2025

We got a shit load of snow and ice the past couple of days. So bad that even the city buses have been shut down the past two days. I don’t drive or have a car and getting an Uber, while possible, is extremely expensive because of price surges and the wait times are horrendous.  So, I will be snowed in for a few days. Ugh, I hate this! I will have to order an Uber tomorrow to get some more vape juice though because God knows I need my nicotine. Even Bobby got snowed into my apartment for the past two days and finally left this morning. I only got like an hour in of camming with him here yesterday but it was still a blast, nonetheless! I love my time on my webcam. We wound up ordering dinner in from IHOP last night and surprisingly someone delivered it in this weather, although the first driver cancelled and she was on a bicycle and was going to ride her bike in this shitty snowy, icy weather??? She never even left the house, let alone get my order, so I had to ask her to cancel getting my order and let someone with a car get the order.  But having Bobby over the past couple of days was nice because we wound up having a lot of sex!!! Lol.  But he’s gone now for the next day or two, depending on the weather, and I’m home alone and doing solo cam shows the next couple of days so hit me up to book some time with me on my cam!!!

Wednesday, February 12th, 2025

Today was definitely the best day I’ve had in a long time. I’ve stayed busy and just focused on being a cam girl and kicking ass and making a better future for myself. I’m only in my 30’s now. I’ve got a long life ahead of me and I want to make the most of it. <3 I adore my work as a cam girl/sex worker and I adore my fans. I love what I do and showing off my beautiful curvy body for those who enjoy it. 😉 My fans always put me in a good mood!

Tuesday, February 11th, 2025

I’m still hanging on and trying to move forward with my life, although I’m suffering a tremendous amount of grief and loss over my mom dying 12 days ago. I miss her so much I can’t stand it and I have a lot of guilt over mistakes that I’ve made. She was my very best friend, my reason for living, my reason for breathing, my reason for getting up in the morning, and now that she’s gone, I’m having trouble finding reasons to get out of the bed in the morning. It’s just like this huge hole inside my heart is missing and will never heal. I try and stay busy and stay strong. I’ve been spending a lot of time with my cats and with Bobby. My Uncle Phillip came over Sunday to bring some of my mom’s things from the funeral like flowers and the eulogy and funeral programs. It just hurts so bad that she died. I’ve never experienced a loss this profound before. They say time heals all wounds. I hope they’re right because this pain now seems never ending and I’m just devastated and shattered on the inside. I feel so lost without my best friend here. I died with her that day and I’ll never be whole again. 🙁

Friday, February 7th, 2025

My beautiful mother was laid to rest today. I skipped the funeral. For a lot of reasons. My mom and I haven’t been close to her side of the family for years. We always declined invitations, on the rare occasions we were invited. Our family has hurt us both a lot. Also, I even told my mother a few months ago before she got sick, that I wouldn’t go to her funeral because it would hurt too much. And I meant it. I said my goodbyes to her yesterday in the funeral home and they did an excellent job with her hair and makeup. I’ve never seen her so beautiful before. I got such a peaceful sense of being around her yesterday I was her care taker these past few years and even helped her after death by helping to plan the funeral, even though I chose not to attend. I want to remember her in happier times when she was living. I just wanted to be alone today and not see or talk to anyone.  I even shut my phone off, smoked a blunt, and laid down for a nap and just enjoyed the day to myself thinking about my mom. I’m so happy she’s at peace now. Now I’m thinking/focusing on my future and what my next step is. Maybe I can move somewhere new where no one knows me. Just start over. I don’t know. But I have my whole life ahead of me and I’m gonna make my mama proud. She was an amazing mother and we have always been incredibly close since the moment I was born. We were closer than most mothers and daughters. She was my best friend. My reason for breathing. My reason for living. My reason for waking up in the morning. I still have a reason for living though. My faith in God, my cats, Bobby, my father, my sister, and my friends and my fans!!!!! I’m gonna be okay. I got this. 😉