Looks like we got a new pope. Waiting for him to walk out and see who got elected. I’m glued to the TV seeing who walks out to the balcony. This should be interesting. 😉 I’m not Catholic, but share a lot of the same beliefs. I honestly think it’s a beautiful religion with a beautiful history.
7:50 p.m. Hey, today’s a two parter day! Yay! So, I have a NEW Instagram and Tumblr account. Make sure you follow them both. Here they are!!!
https://www.tumblr.com/misscamerella
https://www.instagram.com/camerellamodel/
Also, don’t forget to follow me on Twitter/X!!!!
I seriously need to get up to date on the newest social media trends. I’m still old school using the likes of Instagram, Twitter, and Tumblr. What other good social media sites are out there that are popular these days?
Oh, and the spam comments on my site are going down! I was getting 10-20 spam comments a day on my blog. Yesterday and today it was zero and it was all from fans. I actually love hearing from my fans and reading their comments and kind words (although I do get the crazy weirdo but this is the Internet…what do you expect? We’re all hiding behind a screen here….) but hate getting these spam accounts spamming my blog/site! So frustrating! But to the ones who do post who are real people, I love you. You are my people. 😉
P.S. I’ve really been craving Chinese lately. I’m thinking of ordering in some bourbon chicken and fried rice from Hot Wok….
I’m kinda freaking out. Life got weird yesterday. So, I started distancing myself from my family in 2017 when I stopped going to family gatherings. However, I did stay in touch with my aunt Tracy. When my mom died 3 months ago, I didn’t know where I stood with my family. I stayed in touch to some degree for my mother who had been sick for a long time but my mother and I stopped attending family events years ago. But we did stay in touch. I’d get angry at her sometimes for speaking to them though. I’ve also got an older half brother from my mom’s first marriage (she had me in her second marriage which was to my dad). Anyway, Jonathan (my older half brother) and I have never been close. When I was 4, my parents divorced and Jonathan went back to live with his dad, while I stayed with my mother. Anyway, since my mom got sick over Christmas, I’ve been forced into speaking to my family more. Aunts, uncles, and brother included. I was also forced to see them some since January but I did the best I could since my mom was dying. Anyway, she died on January 30th and yesterday, I finally made a decision on where I stand with my family. My aunt Tracy was texting me yesterday asking me a hundred and one questions about Bobby, his job history, how long he worked at each job he ever had, how old he was, why was he getting paid so much money every month in social security, etc. I’m thinking “Bitch, even my own mama never interrogated me like this!” So I finally stopped responding to her questions because I’m too fucking old to be giving anyone an explanation on my life or my fiance’s entire life history! I still don’t know why she was asking these questions about him but I felt like it was out of line. Then my brother called me last night and it was just awkward. Again, we’ve never been close and I didn’t know where our relationship stood when our mom died but he is making some effort to stay in touch. But he just makes me feel so stupid sometimes. Of course he’s college educated and super smart. But it just went awkward last night. So, like I’m at this weird place where I’m trying to decide if I want to keep my family in my life anymore since my mom died and what place in my life they play. Because, again, I stopped seeing them for a reason and would have stopped speaking to them too if it wasn’t for my mom. I just want to distance myself from them completely and live my life without having to answer to anyone. I am grown, after all.
Bobby also told me yesterday that he’s getting evicted from his apartment and he’s wanting to move in with me full time and I just don’t think I’m ready for that and I’m trying to figure out how to handle the situation. I don’t want to live with him full time again. We tried it once and it was hell. We lasted 8 months living together before I moved out and now he’s wanting to move in together again and I just don’t know if I want a man living with me full time. I like my independence and being able to send him home when I want. So I gotta figure out how to handle that situation as well because I’m just not ready for that kind of commitment again. Not just yet. 🙁
2:08 p.m: I’m just now able to add a picture to today’s blog post! I always try to add a picture to every post but it wouldn’t let me this morning because WordPress was being a dick! Anyway, enjoy today’s picture. 😉
I’m getting some weirdos contacting me, including one weirdo from Germany proposing marriage and me move to Germany to live with him and he was also demanding my home address and personal phone number. Yeah, buddy. Let me give some random stranger online all my person contact info. May as well buy you a gun and shovel to bury my body with while I’m at it. Ugh. Then there’s the creepy Twitter guy who shall rename nameless who comments on all my stuff I post and recently asked me to leave my fiance to be with him because he can apparently take better care of me than my own fiance, despite him never once spending a dime on me by buying a cam show or any of my other services, let alone spoiling me with something off my wish list. If you can’t take care of me now with a little love, there’s no way you can take care of me later with a lot of love. Let that sink in. 😉
It’s just like I’ve been getting all the crazies lately. Other random dudes thinking they could steal me away from someone I’ve been deeply in love with for years. Crazy! But on the most part my fans are cool. I’m just down to fuck and here to have a good time. Nothing serious, no commitments. I’m the kind fo girl you can have a good time with and not have to worry about calling the next day. Hehe. I’m here to make you cum and go on my merry way. That’s what I’m good at right there. Teasing you until you can’t take it anymore and then slipping away just as you’re wanting a little more….
My new bed is sssooo comfy. 😉
Bobby spent the night last night and we didn’t have sex before we went to bed but I wake up at 3-something this morning and he’s going down on me. I take meds at night to help me sleep because I have incurable insomnia and so I’m like half out it from being knocked out cold sleeping from my meds and his tongue is inside my pussy. I’m not gonna lie, it’s a great way to wake up and it’s not the first time he’s done this. He’s literally the only man to ever wake me up to sex, even the younger ones didn’t do that! I did cum though and he was happy and we went back to sleep. I’m so incredibly grateful though! Bobby got approved for his social security check and it starts in May and he’s saying he’s gonna pay my rent and all my bills for me and I don’t have to work! LOL! Like seriously? He’s like “Stay at home and be a housewife! I got you!”. Haha, the thing is I’m not like that. I am definitely gonna keep my cam girl persona going. I honestly love camming. I started in 2004, took a break in 2016 to go to school and work as a dental assistant, and came back in 2020 because I missed it so much and do that full time now and it pays the bills and I’ve got money in savings and enough to do a little shopping every month and most importantly, I have fun doing it! Honestly, the 9-5 job thing sucked. I loved the people I worked with on the most part (although the girls could be shady as fuck), but working from home lounging around all day in comfy lingerie walking around in my bare feet, making my own schedule and making my pussy cum for a living is the life. So I’m definitely gonna keep camming for sure but since Bobby stays over here so much and since I’ve been paying for everything for the last couple of years, it’s not gonna hurt for him to help out financially more with the bills and I can use my money to put back into savings and for fun stuff. So, it’s not a bad deal. He’ll still keep his apartment but he spends most his time over here. And he says he’s just going to fork his check over to me and let me handle the finances and he’ll just take $100 a month for himself. I’ve told him he doesn’t have to do that and to keep his money for himself but he’s insisting on paying my bills so um okay, yeah, why not? Lol. I’m spoiled now. I deserve it! Hehe.
I’m getting so many spam comments on my posts on here. It sucks! Sometimes real people comment on my posts but I’ve gotten 9 fucking spam posts in the last 24 hours on here and I keep having to delete them. WordPress is not good at weeding out the spam.
I’m trying to decide if I want to take a break from camming and go buy some more weed for tonight. Lol. I’m pulling an all nighter on my webcam tonight and some weed always puts me in an extra horny mood. Lol. I dunno, I’m just used to having something to smoke on these long nights.
I’m absolutely loving my new bed. It’s so comfy! I spent the whole day in bed asleep and it felt absolutely wonderful!
Bobby stayed the night last night and ate my pussy so good. I came so hard in his mouth before falling asleep! What a way to end the night. 😉
Happy Tuesday! It’s definitely a happy day for me because I got my bed finished!!! So, I got a $1,000 bonus ($854 after taxes) from work and I was desperately needing a new bed anyway, especially since I’m a cam girl. I literally work on my bed, sleep on my bed, live on my bed. The last one was so old and was sagging and stained and just disgusting and filthy and in terrible condition. So the timing couldn’t be better for this bonus because I did not want to shell out the money out of my own pocket to pay for one. The bed was delivered Easter Sunday and assembled yesterday. Bobby and I literally tried all day Sunday to put this damn bed together ourselves and it just didn’t work. So luckily someone came out yesterday and did it for me. Bobby was nice enough to haul the old bed out for me. Trust me, he got his dick sucked so we’re even. I paid him nicely with my oral skills. 😉
This new bed is amazing though and so comfortable! My first queen size bed! My dad said to get a platform bed frame instead of a regular metal bed frame and box springs because a platform bed will last longer and he said people aren’t really using box springs anymore so I found a good deal for a Serta bed and bed frame on Wal-Mart’s website and bought it and paid extra for the assembly. It was worth every penny! I’ve even got a cute Hello Kitty blanket/quilt to put on my bed. How cute is it??? I love my new bed!!!
I’m making lasagna for dinner tonight. The one I made last week came out really well but Bobby said I didn’t use enough sauce so we’ll fix that this time around but I’m just craving lasagna lately! I only recently learned how to cook one and I’m not too bad at it! 🙂
So, Cindie’s, a local lingerie/sex shop that specializes in lingerie and sex toys, called me again last night for another interview. I was supposed to meet with them a few weeks ago for an interview and didn’t make it but I guess they’re desperate and called me back again last night wanting me to come in today so I’ll go. It could be a fun place to work at. I already work in the sex industry as a cam girl so imagine all the lingerie and sex toys I could get my hands on for my cam shows! I’ve already got a ton but a few more couldn’t hurt! Lol! I go in tonight at 5:45 for an interview. I’m debating on what to wear and if I should take in my resume. Bobby says the only reason they’d want to hire me is because my tits are big! Ha! Maybe he’s right but they’d never admit. I’m really glad my interview isn’t until tonight because I so plan on crawling back into bed for awhile this morning. I’m still so tired. I could use a nap. Plus, we’re getting storms all this weekend (Easter weekend!) so that’s gonna rain out a lot of people’s plans. I plan on having Bobby over this weekend for Easter and will be making pork chops tomorrow night and maybe a roast on Sunday or we can go out to eat on Sunday. We’ll see. Oh, and I made really good banana pudding with cool whip and Nilla Wafers and Bobby and I have been eating so much of that lately! It’s delicious!!! I LOVE anything banana flavored! Butt strawberry is definitely my favorite. 😉
I gotta try and remember the password to one of my Twitter/X accounts because right now I can only login to one of them and I have like three different accounts on there and the password I forgot is to one of my main accounts so this is frustrating. Ugh.
Bobby might be getting kicked out of his apartment and my apartment is threatening to not renew my lease in June so Bobby and I are both freaking out real bad. I’m trying to find a new place to possibly move to if I need to, but I so don’t want to be living with Bobby full time again! We’ve done that before and it did not go well. I like it much better where we both have our own separate living spaces but see each other several times a week. I’m hoping and praying everything goes okay. =\
I’m fixing to lay down for a morning nap. I’m so sleepy still.
9:20 a.m.: Bobby ate me out so good last night. I loved every second of it! He had me up to fucking early this morning though. He does this every morning he’s over and it’s so frustrating! He wakes up everyday between 5 am and 7 am to use the bathroom and then won’t go back to sleep but will come back to bed and I’m like “Fuuuuck” because I did not sleep well the night before last. So I’m going to put in another hour on camming this morning and then go back to sleep. I’ve got pest control coming over this afternoon to spray so I’ve been having to do some major Spring cleaning these past couple of days. I’m hoping to get in a couple of hours of sleep before he shows up. The office (to my apartment complex) said yesterday it’ll be sometime this afternoon before they show up so I should be able to get in another couple of hours.
I’ve been obsessed with playing my Nintendo Switch and reading lately. I’m obsessed with “Mario & Sonic at the Olympics 2020” on my Switch as well as reading the book “Monica’s Story” about Monica Lewinsky and her affair with President Bill Clinton back in the mid-to-late 90’s. I don’t blame her because I’ve had a crush on him since I was a little girl and first knew who he was. Hell, Bill Clinton, Barack Obama and John F. Kennedy are our three hottest presidents that ever lived. Trump’s honestly not that good looking but I’m a huge supporter/fan of his and if Stormy Daniels can have sex with him and get paid millions in hush money, so can I! LOL! Trump’s made some mistakes in his personal life but he’s still a damn good president and businessman.
Peace out, guys! I gotta finish my morning talk shows and knock some time out on the webcam! 😉
