Monday, June 2nd, 2025

I’ve got the exterminator coming in half an hour. I wish I could either afford to move into a different apartment complex or that the apartments I live in now would change management. Since this new manager took over my complex, I’ve had nothing but problems. What’s messed up is I’m a quiet tenant, I pay my rent on time every month, and I never cause any problems. The problem is them. I’ve been battling bed bugs for about months now and they breed like crazy. I started complaining back in January to the office about the problem and it took them months to get someone out to spray and when they finally did spray for bed bugs, it did absolutely no good. My last bed was so destroyed by the infestation and from the fact that it was a cheap, inexpensive, shitty mattress, I threw out my entire bed and replaced it with a brand spankin’ new queen size bed with a headboard (my first queen size bed and my first bed with a headboard!). We got rid of a ton of bugs that way but still have some lingering. The office told me in April if the exterminator didn’t kill all the bugs when he sprayed, they wouldn’t let me renew my lease for June. I lied and said they were gone just to keep my apartment and so I’m paying out of pocket today ($1600!!!) to have the exterminator come and spray. I’m scared to tell the office about the bed bugs, even though they’re supposed to pay for the exterminator, not me, just because I’m scared they’ll throw me out of my apartment if I tell them again they didn’t kill all the bugs the first time the exterminator came. I have the money in savings but hate to let go of it. I don’t know where the fuck these bed bugs are coming from but it’s so frustrating!!!

I’m thinking about disabling the comments section again, just because of the sheer amount of spam I’m getting in the comments section of my blog. I got 30 spam comments here on my blog yesterday alone. I hate disabling the comment section but if this keeps up, it’s what I’ll do.ย 

Bobby took me out to eat last night at the Chinese buffet up the street. I ate like a pig! So I’m going to have to fast today.

I’m still so sleepy. I really want to crawl back into bed and go to sleep. I seriously may do that when the exterminator leaves. He’s running half an hour behind! Ugh! ๐Ÿ™

Saturday, May 31st, 2025

Spending a relaxing day at home while Bobby is finishing moving his stuff out of his apartment. Today is his last day on his apartment before he officially moves in with me. He’s been staying here and it’s been going okay so hopefully it continues to go well or he’s gonna have to find another place to stay. We’ll see how it goes. I’m mostly having to do my cam shows at night when he’s asleep and when he’s gone during the day. I honestly just don’t want to give that part of me up because camming is my life. I’ve been doing it since 2004! So it’s a part of me and I love that part of me. He knows I do it and even joins in sometimes but he knows I do it mostly alone and when he’s not around. I’m making us spaghetti and meatballs for dinner tonight so I’m hoping he likes it.ย 

Oh, I finally got a dining room table for my dining room on Thursday!!! I’m so excited! It’s only a two seater table but my dining room is so small, it’s all I could fit.ย 

I cannot wait for bed tonight. I know Bobby is going to want to go to bed early tonight after moving most the day.

I need to find a good movie to watch and turn this Dr. Phil train wreck off…

Tuesday, May 27th, 2025

Happy late Memorial Day! I was busy yesterday so didn’t get to post. Bobby’s been over the past two days but went home this morning, thank God. I am in desperate need of a much needed rest. I was lucky though because he did help me move out some furniture yesterday. I had a small twin size bed in my dining room for when my mom was living with me before she died. Well, she obviously can’t use it anymore because her home is in heaven, and it was just taking up space so I had Bobby haul it out to the dumpster yesterday. I’m trying to decide what to do with the extra space in my dining room. I can either turn it into an office for my cammingย  or I can just get a cheap dining room table so we can eat and drink our coffee in there. And I can also still get on my webcam from the dining room table too, so I’m thinking, and looking. Still trying to decide what to do with the area and doing a deep clean of the dining room too. Spraying everything down with bleach spray cleaner and wiping everything down and cleaning the floor, etc. My mom left it dirty when she died! I didn’t realize that much dirt and grime had built up.

Since Bobby’s gone today, I hopped on my webcam to do a few cam shows this morning and then will probably take a nap. I haven’t been sleeping much lately.

For Memorial’s Day yesterday, we mostly stayed in, except when we walked across the street to eat at Taco Bell. They were taking forever with our order and we were the people in our store and it took 20 minutes to even get our order, and then they kept fucking it up and forgetting shit, so Bobby lost his shit and went off on them bad yesterday. I feel bad for the girls he yelled at but it’s not place to interfere, so let them deal with his crazy ass shit. I was annoyed at the lack of customer service and basically ignoring and forgetting about us and making us wait so long, only to get a fuckedย  up order, but I do think Bobby overreacted and I wish he wouldn’t have. They finally called the cops and we just left before the fuzz showed up. I was slightly amused by his crazy ass antics, and slightly annoyed that he had to make such a scene. However, the people who work at that particular store do suck at their jobs. Anyway, the new chicken nuggets Taco Bell are selling now (they’re only selling them for a little while) are scrumptious, and I do highly recommend trying them. Get the bell sauce to dip the nuggets in; So good!!! ๐Ÿ˜‰

Friday, April 25th, 2025

I’m trying to decide if I want to take a break from camming and go buy some more weed for tonight. Lol. I’m pulling an all nighter on my webcam tonight and some weed always puts me in an extra horny mood. Lol. I dunno, I’m just used to having something to smoke on these long nights.

I’m absolutely loving my new bed. It’s so comfy! I spent the whole day in bed asleep and it felt absolutely wonderful!

Bobby stayed the night last night and ate my pussy so good. I came so hard in his mouth before falling asleep! What a way to end the night. ๐Ÿ˜‰

Tuesday, April 22nd, 2025

Happy Tuesday! It’s definitely a happy day for me because I got my bed finished!!! So, I got a $1,000 bonus ($854 after taxes) from work and I was desperately needing a new bed anyway, especially since I’m a cam girl. I literally work on my bed, sleep on my bed, live on my bed. The last one was so old and was sagging and stained and just disgusting and filthy and in terrible condition. So the timing couldn’t be better for this bonus because I did not want to shell out the money out of my own pocket to pay for one. The bed was delivered Easter Sunday and assembled yesterday. Bobby and I literally tried all day Sunday to put this damn bed together ourselves and it just didn’t work. So luckily someone came out yesterday and did it for me. Bobby was nice enough to haul the old bed out for me. Trust me, he got his dick sucked so we’re even. I paid him nicely with my oral skills. ๐Ÿ˜‰

This new bed is amazing though and so comfortable! My first queen size bed! My dad said to get a platform bed frame instead of a regular metal bed frame and box springs because a platform bed will last longer and he said people aren’t really using box springs anymore so I found a good deal for a Serta bed and bed frame on Wal-Mart’s website and bought it and paid extra for the assembly. It was worth every penny! I’ve even got a cute Hello Kitty blanket/quilt to put on my bed. How cute is it??? I love my new bed!!!

I’m making lasagna for dinner tonight. The one I made last week came out really well but Bobby said I didn’t use enough sauce so we’ll fix that this time around but I’m just craving lasagna lately! I only recently learned how to cook one and I’m not too bad at it! ๐Ÿ™‚

Friday, April 18th, 2025

So, Cindie’s, a local lingerie/sex shop that specializes in lingerie and sex toys, called me again last night for another interview. I was supposed to meet with them a few weeks ago for an interview and didn’t make it but I guess they’re desperate and called me back again last night wanting me to come in today so I’ll go. It could be a fun place to work at. I already work in the sex industry as a cam girl so imagine all the lingerie and sex toys I could get my hands on for my cam shows! I’ve already got a ton but a few more couldn’t hurt! Lol! I go in tonight at 5:45 for an interview. I’m debating on what to wear and if I should take in my resume. Bobby says the only reason they’d want to hire me is because my tits are big! Ha! Maybe he’s right but they’d never admit. I’m really glad my interview isn’t until tonight because I so plan on crawling back into bed for awhile this morning. I’m still so tired. I could use a nap. Plus, we’re getting storms all this weekend (Easter weekend!) so that’s gonna rain out a lot of people’s plans. I plan on having Bobby over this weekend for Easter and will be making pork chops tomorrow night and maybe a roast on Sunday or we can go out to eat on Sunday. We’ll see. Oh, and I made really good banana pudding with cool whip and Nilla Wafers and Bobby and I have been eating so much of that lately! It’s delicious!!! I LOVE anything banana flavored! Butt strawberry is definitely my favorite. ๐Ÿ˜‰

Wednesday, April 16th, 2025

I gotta try and remember the password to one of my Twitter/X accounts because right now I can only login to one of them and I have like three different accounts on there and the password I forgot is to one of my main accounts so this is frustrating. Ugh.

Bobby might be getting kicked out of his apartment and my apartment is threatening to not renew my lease in June so Bobby and I are both freaking out real bad. I’m trying to find a new place to possibly move to if I need to, but I so don’t want to be living with Bobby full time again! We’ve done that before and it did not go well. I like it much better where we both have our own separate living spaces but see each other several times a week. I’m hoping and praying everything goes okay. =\

I’m fixing to lay down for a morning nap. I’m so sleepy still.

Tuesday, April 8th, 2025

9:20 a.m.: Bobby ate me out so good last night. I loved every second of it! He had me up to fucking early this morning though. He does this every morning he’s over and it’s so frustrating! He wakes up everyday between 5 am and 7 am to use the bathroom and then won’t go back to sleep but will come back to bed and I’m like “Fuuuuck” because I did not sleep well the night before last. So I’m going to put in another hour on camming this morning and then go back to sleep.ย  I’ve got pest control coming over this afternoon to spray so I’ve been having to do some major Spring cleaning these past couple of days. I’m hoping to get in a couple of hours of sleep before he shows up. The office (to my apartment complex) said yesterday it’ll be sometime this afternoon before they show up so I should be able to get in another couple of hours.

I’ve been obsessed with playing my Nintendo Switch and reading lately. I’m obsessed with “Mario & Sonic at the Olympics 2020” on my Switch as well as reading the book “Monica’s Story” about Monica Lewinsky and her affair with President Bill Clinton back in the mid-to-late 90’s. I don’t blame her because I’ve had a crush on him since I was a little girl and first knew who he was. Hell, Bill Clinton, Barack Obama and John F. Kennedy are our three hottest presidents that ever lived. Trump’s honestly not that good looking but I’m a huge supporter/fan of his and if Stormy Daniels can have sex with him and get paid millions in hush money, so can I! LOL! Trump’s made some mistakes in his personal life but he’s still a damn good president and businessman.

Peace out, guys! I gotta finish my morning talk shows and knock some time out on the webcam! ๐Ÿ˜‰

Monday, April 7th, 2025

3:36 p.m. Happy Monday! Call me crazy but it’s my favorite day of the week! Weekends are so boring around here. I love the week when there’s more things to do. I’ve got Bobby coming over any minute to spend the night. It’s pizza for dinner tonight and then me for dessert. ๐Ÿ˜‰ This is what I have on for him. What do you think? ๐Ÿ˜‰

Oh, something so funny happened to me this morning at the bus stop on the way to Wal-Mart. Some crazy homeless lady with no shoes told me I should work at Hooters because I was wearing a low cut tank top with a push up bra and my tits are huge. It was fucking hilarious that some random homeless lady is checking out my tits! Ha ha! It cracked me up!

Friday, April 4th, 2025

10:13 p.m. Just bought some weed to smoke for tonight so I’m all chill and relaxed and happy. It’s gonna be awhile before I can buy any again so I’m enjoying it while I can. I always get horny when I’m high so I wish Bobby were here to take care of that but I’m alone tonight so I guess I’ll be taking care of it myself! Hehe and that’s exactly why I’m fixing to hop on my webcam over at LoyalFans.

I gotta renew my lease on my apartment next week and it is really stressing me out. They up my rent a ton every year since I moved in 6 years ago and it’s just frustrating. I’m trying to get the manager of the complex to go down on my rent before I sign my new lease so I’m waiting to hear back from her. Right now, being a cam girl is my sole income so I never know exactly how much money I’ll make from one month to the next so I definitely need them to work with me on my rent price. Adulting sucks. ๐Ÿ™