Category: Romance & Fucking

Happy Saturday morning! I woke up to thunderstorms this morning and loved it. I just adore Springtime.  I love the storms. They’re so peaceful and relaxing and just make me want to crawl into the bed for the day and never wake up. I took Bobby out to breakfast this morning at Braum’s and it was delicious. We each got the country breakfast with scrambled eggs, sausage, a biscuit, tater tots and gravy.  Luckily, it wasn’t raining when we went but it’s due to start raining anytime again now.  Bobby’s gone for the day and for tonight because he’s got to finish moving stuff out of his storage so I’m letting him do that today while I do my own thing at home. I love my alone time and I’m going to miss that the most when Bobby officially moves in at the end of the month. 🙁

I’ve got Rihanna’s song “Stay” in my head and I have all week. I’ve had that song on repeat almost everyday now. They say if you have a song stuck into your head, then listen to it once and it’ll help it go away. That’s a lie. Whether I play the song or not, it’s been stuck in my head and it’s frustrating AF but it could be worse because I actually am a Rihanna fan, although I’m a much bigger fan of Lady Gaga and Britney Spears.

Have a happy Memorial’s Day weekend, guys! I’m doing a whole lot of nothing this weekend! Totally staying in out of the bad weather! The weather here this week has been crazy! I feel bad for all the little stray animals outside that are scared. 🙁

5:54 p.m. The spam comments on my blog are getting crazy again. I’m getting 8-10 spam comments a day I’m having to mark as spam so I’m getting more BOTS posting on my blog than actual people/fans which sucks because I’d rather hear from real people. I don’t even mind the stalkers or haters because they give me something to laugh at but the spam and BOTS are what fucking get me. You SUCK, spam!!!!

Bobby spent the night last night and we didn’t have sex before we went to bed but I wake up at 3-something this morning and he’s going down on me. I take meds at night to help me sleep because I have incurable insomnia and so I’m like half out it from being knocked out cold sleeping from my meds and his tongue is inside my pussy. I’m not gonna lie, it’s a great way to wake up and it’s not the first time he’s done this. He’s literally the only man to ever wake me up to sex, even the younger ones didn’t do that! I did cum though and he was happy and we went back to sleep. I’m so incredibly grateful though! Bobby got approved for his social security check and it starts in May and he’s saying he’s gonna pay my rent and all my bills for me and I don’t have to work! LOL! Like seriously? He’s like “Stay at home and be a housewife! I got you!”. Haha, the thing is I’m not like that. I am definitely gonna keep my cam girl persona going. I honestly love camming. I started in 2004, took a break in 2016 to go to school and work as a dental assistant, and came back in 2020 because I missed it so much and do that full time now and it pays the bills and I’ve got money in savings and enough to do a little shopping every month and most importantly, I have fun doing it! Honestly, the 9-5 job thing sucked. I loved the people I worked with on the most part (although the girls could be shady as fuck), but working from home lounging around all day in comfy lingerie walking around in my bare feet, making my own schedule and making my pussy cum for a living is the life. So I’m definitely gonna keep camming for sure but since Bobby stays over here so much and since I’ve been paying for everything for the last couple of years, it’s not gonna hurt for him to help out financially more with the bills and I can use my money to put back into savings and for fun stuff. So, it’s not a bad deal. He’ll still keep his apartment but he spends most his time over here. And he says he’s just going to fork his check over to me and let me handle the finances and he’ll just take $100 a month for himself. I’ve told him he doesn’t have to do that and to keep his money for himself but he’s insisting on paying my bills so um okay, yeah, why not? Lol. I’m spoiled now. I deserve it! Hehe.

I’m getting so many spam comments on my posts on here. It sucks! Sometimes real people comment on my posts but I’ve gotten 9 fucking spam posts in the last 24 hours on here and I keep having to delete them. WordPress is not good at weeding out the spam.

I had a really rough weekend last weekend where I was battling a deep sadness over my mom and my life and the direction I was going in. Wondering if I’d be okay without my mom in my life (she died two months ago) but starting on Wednesday, I started to pull out of my funk and feel normal again. I’m getting back into my hobbies again like reading and playing my Nintendo Switch. I got a new book to read called “Monica’s Story” about Monica Lewinsky and her scandal with Bill Clinton back in the 90’s. I was a child of the 90’s so remember this scandal quite well. I always had a crush on Bill Clinton, even when I was a kid. I always thought he was handsome! And I got a new Hello Kitty video game to play on my Nintendo Switch (even though right now I’m playing Mario Party Jamboree!).

Bobby stayed over last night but is going home this morning. I was in heat last night and gave him one hell of a blow job after dinner last night. When he came, he shot it right into the back of my throat, making it easier to swallow it all and not let any go to waste. It was really hot and I got so fucking wet doing it. A lot of girls won’t such dick because they hate the taste of cum, but I actually fucking love it, because when a man shoots his seed into the back of my throat, I know I did my job and got exactly what I wanted. His cum. It makes me feel like I’m on top of the world when I can please my man. 😉

Happy Sunday all! Enjoy your week!

I decided not to take the job I previously mentioned. It just wasn’t practical. It’s too far from home and it would cost me a fortune to get out there and back everyday (6 days a week). I’ve got another job interview on Thursday at a local hospital and the pay is amazing. I’m hoping I get it!

Bobby should be happy tonight. I made pizza for dinner and chocolate chip cookies for dessert. He was over last night and we had the best sex we’ve had in a long time. I sucked him off and then hopped on top of him and rode him good while he sucked my tits. Rode him bareback too with no condom. I love that huge cock of his. Tastes so good!

I hope everyone is having an awesome week thus far. And thanks for all the lovely comments and emails I get from my fans. I read them all and love hearing from you all!

So, I’ve been craving these caramel/chocolate covered cashews from Wal-Mart lately. I ordered one box of them this morning and have another one coming tomorrow morning again. Lol. I am making such a pig of myself! No wonder I’m so thick! LOL. I love to eat!

One special fan is still spoiling me and showing me lots of love and I adore him!!! Thank you, Demiko!!! I even ordered some new bras and lingerie thanks to his generosity so I plan on shooting some new pictures and videos for him once they arrive! I can’t wait to show him all the cute stuff I’ve gotten thanks to him! And of course, I’ll be sharing it with my fans, too! He has just made my day and made me smile so much these past few days which has been such a blessing with my mom so sick and still in a coma fighting for her life and my family drama that’s come along with it. But he is just such a sweetie!!!

So, I kind of semi-hooked up with my friend’s brother last night. I was at my friend Rachel’s house last night and we had had a few beers and smoked a blunt and i saw her brother Brandon kind of eyeing my. I’m not gonna lie, I was probably dressed a little provocatively, especially for January. I had on a low cut tank top with some tight jeans on. I had worn a hoodie but took it off because Rachel keeps her house so fucking hot. It’s like a furnace in there, which isn’t necessarily bad but there is a thing as too hot. So, Rachel wound up going to bed early and Brandon and I, after a few drinks and feeling buzzed, kind of wound up making out hardcore. Things got a little heated and he wound up sucking my tits and fingering my pussy until I came. He was a gentleman though and didn’t push himself on me and that’s as far as it went and no, Bobby doesn’t know, nor does he need to know. Lol. But yeah, it was really hot. I wound up actually sleeping over last night and came home this morning. Hehe, I guess it’s going to have to be our naughty little secret, huh? But I don’t think you’ll tell anyone. 😉

I have been horribly obsessed with IHOP these past few months. More specifically, their roasted turkey sandwich. OMG. So fucking good! Better than sex! Seriously!

Bobby has been over the past two nights and they’ve been incredible. Monday night, he ate my pussy for a good half hour, sucked my tits, and did my asshole, all for an incredibly long time. It was so hot and so sensual. Last night, I gave him an intense blow job to thank him for the night before and he had a huge load of cum built up. It’s been a few days since I sucked him off so I guess the cum had built up. I really need to suck it (or fuck it) more often to keep on top of things. 😉

My mom is stable and doing well, thank God. I saw her on Monday, along with some family members who I haven’t seen in years, but it went well. My mom’s not getting much better, but isn’t getting any worse either so that’s a good thing.

I get paid tonight….thank God!!!