Tuesday, May 27th, 2025

Happy late Memorial Day! I was busy yesterday so didn’t get to post. Bobby’s been over the past two days but went home this morning, thank God. I am in desperate need of a much needed rest. I was lucky though because he did help me move out some furniture yesterday. I had a small twin size bed in my dining room for when my mom was living with me before she died. Well, she obviously can’t use it anymore because her home is in heaven, and it was just taking up space so I had Bobby haul it out to the dumpster yesterday. I’m trying to decide what to do with the extra space in my dining room. I can either turn it into an office for my camming  or I can just get a cheap dining room table so we can eat and drink our coffee in there. And I can also still get on my webcam from the dining room table too, so I’m thinking, and looking. Still trying to decide what to do with the area and doing a deep clean of the dining room too. Spraying everything down with bleach spray cleaner and wiping everything down and cleaning the floor, etc. My mom left it dirty when she died! I didn’t realize that much dirt and grime had built up.

Since Bobby’s gone today, I hopped on my webcam to do a few cam shows this morning and then will probably take a nap. I haven’t been sleeping much lately.

For Memorial’s Day yesterday, we mostly stayed in, except when we walked across the street to eat at Taco Bell. They were taking forever with our order and we were the people in our store and it took 20 minutes to even get our order, and then they kept fucking it up and forgetting shit, so Bobby lost his shit and went off on them bad yesterday. I feel bad for the girls he yelled at but it’s not place to interfere, so let them deal with his crazy ass shit. I was annoyed at the lack of customer service and basically ignoring and forgetting about us and making us wait so long, only to get a fucked  up order, but I do think Bobby overreacted and I wish he wouldn’t have. They finally called the cops and we just left before the fuzz showed up. I was slightly amused by his crazy ass antics, and slightly annoyed that he had to make such a scene. However, the people who work at that particular store do suck at their jobs. Anyway, the new chicken nuggets Taco Bell are selling now (they’re only selling them for a little while) are scrumptious, and I do highly recommend trying them. Get the bell sauce to dip the nuggets in; So good!!! 😉

Saturday, May 10th, 2025

I am so ungodly hungover. My head is spinning. I have no one to blame but myself. Okay, I also blame my sister. I went to the smoke shop last night for another weed and then walked into the liquor store next door for the very first time. It was weird. I live in an apartment complex and next door is a strip mall/shopping center that’s two stories high. On the top level is jiu jitzu (spelling?) and a bunch of empty office buildings. On the lower bottom level is the smoke shop, a place that sells hams, a convenience store, the smoke shop that also sells sex toys, a liquor store…and a school. Yes, a school for elementary school aged children with a liquor store next door and a smoke shop two doors down that also sells obscene sex toys. Only in Seattle. Anyway, I went over to my sister Lindsey’s house. Her birthday was last week so I went over. I bought a marijuana vape and a 16 ounce bottle of whipped cream flavored vodka and I got drunk and high as fuck and totally wasted and didn’t get home until after midnight. I hopped on my webcam for an hour while still drunk and had some fun and then passed out and fell asleep. I am so hungover today. My God, I am hungover. My head is spinning and I am purely exhausted and have no energy or motivation. Bobby is wanting to meet me at 3 pm at the Chinese buffet but I’m hungover, damn it. I can barely crawl out of bed, let alone walk a few blocks to the buffet. I’m not even hungry. Damn it. This is going to suck! But last night was a good night and it felt good to have some girl time.

Some weirdo, another stalker (I get a lot of those), emailed me again yesterday. First time told me he was a big fan and blah, blah, blah. Second email was creepy, like the ones he’s sent me in previous months, claiming he was engaged to me and I take down my website immediately and all this crazy ass shit but when he had emailed me the day before, he claimed he didn’t know me. Every few months/weeks, this wacko will randomly email me, and say we’re engaged and all this other crazy shit. I know he’s obviously got some mental illness going on since he’s clearly not thinking straight but I swear, I have more weird stalkers than any other cam girl out there. I still get emails/texts/chats/comments almost daily from people claiming they were scammed by someone stealing my photos. I don’t know of any other model with stalkers to the degree I have them but then again, I’ve been a cam girl for 20+ years and have been well established for some time now, but it’s still creepy/annoying AF.