I am so ungodly hungover. My head is spinning. I have no one to blame but myself. Okay, I also blame my sister. I went to the smoke shop last night for another weed and then walked into the liquor store next door for the very first time. It was weird. I live in an apartment complex and next door is a strip mall/shopping center that’s two stories high. On the top level is jiu jitzu (spelling?) and a bunch of empty office buildings. On the lower bottom level is the smoke shop, a place that sells hams, a convenience store, the smoke shop that also sells sex toys, a liquor store…and a school. Yes, a school for elementary school aged children with a liquor store next door and a smoke shop two doors down that also sells obscene sex toys. Only in Seattle. Anyway, I went over to my sister Lindsey’s house. Her birthday was last week so I went over. I bought a marijuana vape and a 16 ounce bottle of whipped cream flavored vodka and I got drunk and high as fuck and totally wasted and didn’t get home until after midnight. I hopped on my webcam for an hour while still drunk and had some fun and then passed out and fell asleep. I am so hungover today. My God, I am hungover. My head is spinning and I am purely exhausted and have no energy or motivation. Bobby is wanting to meet me at 3 pm at the Chinese buffet but I’m hungover, damn it. I can barely crawl out of bed, let alone walk a few blocks to the buffet. I’m not even hungry. Damn it. This is going to suck! But last night was a good night and it felt good to have some girl time.
Some weirdo, another stalker (I get a lot of those), emailed me again yesterday. First time told me he was a big fan and blah, blah, blah. Second email was creepy, like the ones he’s sent me in previous months, claiming he was engaged to me and I take down my website immediately and all this crazy ass shit but when he had emailed me the day before, he claimed he didn’t know me. Every few months/weeks, this wacko will randomly email me, and say we’re engaged and all this other crazy shit. I know he’s obviously got some mental illness going on since he’s clearly not thinking straight but I swear, I have more weird stalkers than any other cam girl out there. I still get emails/texts/chats/comments almost daily from people claiming they were scammed by someone stealing my photos. I don’t know of any other model with stalkers to the degree I have them but then again, I’ve been a cam girl for 20+ years and have been well established for some time now, but it’s still creepy/annoying AF.
