Sorry for the lack of updates lately, guys! I mean, I’m still camming and doing shows and everything and getting to interact with my fans is helping me so much with the loss of my mom. I’m still missing her like crazy. She passed way 6 days ago and I’m beyond devastated. More than words can say. A piece of me died with her that day. COVID killed her and her heart finally gave out and just stopped. I know she’s with the Lord now and isn’t suffering anymore, but dang, I’ve never experience a sadness or a loss this profound before. I’m trying not to cry or let myself feel anything because once I start crying, I can’t stop. Yesterday was especially bad but I pulled through it. But like I said, I’m still doing cam shows several hours a day and that’s helping keep me occupied and have some fun! I’m working over on Streamate a lot now camming for them and make decent money. I need to get more active on LoyalFans again (like OnlyFans but better….there’s a link here on my site). My weed man also hooked me up so I spent most the day high and in a good mood. Lol. I needed that. đŸ˜‰ I’m gonna pass out and sleep real good tonight. Lol.
